This month worries me

It worries me because it is the month he died.

It worries me because the year went by so fast. (except January)

Will I be okay on the day?

I don’t know.

On the 21st he’ll have been gone a year.

Will I be okay by myself?

I don’t know.

All I know is that I have to put one foot in front of the other and go forward.

I’ve done a lot in this year.

I bought a house, sold a house.

Made my new place my home.

Made new friends.

Kept in touch with old friends.

As this month moves on, I find I have no idea how it will affect me.

Sure, there will be some tears.

But I worry most about being alone that day.

HPIM5003

 

About doggonedmysteries

Agented Mystery Writer, Bull Terrier owner --we have two, Avid gardener.

Posted on February 2, 2020, in My blog. Bookmark the permalink. 2 Comments.

  1. But you won’t be alone that day. Your friends (here, Dave waves) will be with you, maybe not physically but we’ll be thinking about you and sending you our support your way.

  2. You are not alone . . .

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