This isn’t the Wonderland I’d like to be in

It’s difficult to watch this man fall apart more each day.

We’ve been married for 43 years and together for two years before that.

We had our ups and downs but this has been a very long down since his diagnosis in 1989. It’s difficult when you no longer have any ups.

The fall down this rabbit hole is far from pleasant and when you hit the bottom, you realize that yes, things can get worse.

There is no bouncing back. This is not relapsing remitting MS. This is that long, slow fall down the rabbit hole into a Wonderland that has gone bad.

I hug my bull terrier

 

 

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About doggonedmysteries

Agented Mystery Writer, Bull Terrier owner --we have two, Avid gardener.

Posted on November 19, 2016, in MS related and tagged , , , , , , , , . Bookmark the permalink. 2 Comments.

  1. Heart goes out to you. Must be so difficult to know someone so intimately and see them decline heavily.

    I’m not sure of your background or beliefs. But I do know that Jesus offers real hope that extends beyond the grave. And if this is something you wanted to know more about, feel free to send me an email 🙂

    stay strong!

  2. I love you Peg

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